Wednesday, March 31, 2010

MY LOVE- A POEM

I was within her, so was she

It was love at first sight; a heavenly sort.

In those days, her words though mystic like that of a banshee

Was like a euphony, drenching my heart.


When her scent came to my senses

My face brightened, a smile curled upon my lips easy.

At those ravishing moments when her soft kisses

Filled my cheeks, my soul felt ecstasy.


I kept running around her like a merry-go-round

As though she was my world.

Years passed by, as we were bound;

With love and care emanating multi fold.


I trembled; there was darkness everywhere to fear

Her hands grasped mine, leading me out of my shackles.

The wide world barked,” you can’t lift a spear

While she said , “ you are my Achilles”.

Im deeply in love with u, my dear mom.


this is a quick fire poem compared to my older one which i took days to construct, hence this poem might be less on vocab and construction.... but anyways there are no hard rules regarding poems as the lines need not necessarily be grammatically correct.... let me explain the poem in case u misunderstood any of the lines..... the first line says that i was inside the womb of my mom (my love) and so was she ... coz... in my blood and genes... and that scent doesnt mean the perfume but her body odour... and achilles is a greek hero who is a great warrior... and all the above lines are about my mom....

hope u liked my poem... do write ur comments and suggestions....


Friday, March 26, 2010

THE ERRANT EXPEDITION

This is about a real incident happened in my life. Though I was born in madurai, early part of my childhood was in tirunelveli , as my father worked there. I studied till 3rd std there, though it’s been more than 10 years since we left tirunelveli. Still I have fresh memories; those days were like a picnic to the heaven. My home was in a puny colony of four houses, our house was a small one which had a rectangular verandah upfront where I and my dad used to play cricket. And then two rooms , one of which was assumed to be the hall or the living room and the other was the bedroom. A small kitchen adjoining the hall and it was all. There was a colony adjacent to ours where my friends lived. There was a open space in their colony where we usually played in the evenings.

The shrill voice of my mom,” gokul gokul “calling me across the wall, ‘pestering me to come home’ still rings in my head.

I studied in a unpopular school called ‘presentation convent' which was a primary school. Hence when I went to mahatma school in Madurai later, I was awestruck, didn’t know that schools were this big. My school(pres.con) consisted of three sections. One was a small office room which was usually occupied by a nun, our headmistress. The second building was comparatively a bigger one with a number of class rooms and the third was a church above which there were few class rooms as well. There was a open space outside the church where we usually played football. More than 30 of us would run behind that torn ball,………. it was all fun. We used to have lunch outside, below the trees sitting in a circle sharing each other’s food. Those days would never come back.

So let me come to our interesting incident, I was in 2nd std; I usually went to my school by auto; it would take about 15 to 20 minutes from my home. In the evenings we used to keep our bags under a tree and play nearby till our auto came. It was usually short-lived as our auto usually came within 10 minutes and on this particular day our auto was nowhere to be seen, 10 …. 20 …. 30 ……40 mins and still no sign of our Benz. We played gleefully till our legs were tired. We sat down under the tree and wondered ‘what to do now’ .

There was this one friend of mine. I don’t remember his name right now, so lets name him santosh. Santosh sat beside me putting his arms around me, wearily I muttered, ’ I don’t think the auto will come today’. ‘Hmmm…. Yes’ he replied and after a few seconds he beamed ‘ let’s go on our own , I know the path ’. Immediately I refused,’ no chance da…. My dad will kill me, auto will come in a few minutes… wait’. He seemed disappointed and remained silent or a few seconds and exclaimed, ‘ there is a pond nearby we can go and play with the ducks and on our way home.... ill buy u lollipop da I have money’. My face brightened, I had seen the pond earlier I knew there were ducks and I had yearned for a long time to play with them …. And the idea of lollipop excited me even more….. santosh’s home was near to mine …. So It all fell in place ‘ I quicky nodded to my friend and he gleefully got up, urging me to hurry up.

So we set for our journey, there were two exits … one was the main road and other was a small trail. We went through the trail with thick bushes on either side. Now fear slowly started creeping into me… my parents usually came home late as both were working but ‘’what if they find out????’’. We moved at a brisk pace now clearing ground faster. I clutched my lunch bag closer to me as it brushed against the bushes and ....atlast we were in the open space and in front was the pond. The small pond was usually dry except when it heavily rained…. It was one such season and there were small ducks swimming in and out of the water. I grinned … I had wanted to play here for a long time but my parents obviously didn’t allow me to….

I threw my lunch bag aside and dumped my school bag in the sand and ran towards the water, santosh ran along with me …… the water was knee deep and I moved cautiously under the water whereas santosh ran like a devil only to fall inside the water completely…… he got up grinning with mud all over him. He quickly grabbed one of the small ducks as it freaked out. I moved closer to santosh ,’’ give me that duck ’’ at first he refused and then smiling he put it on my hands . I had never handled duck before nor any other creature. So naturally my hands tumbled and the duck slipped, santosh looked at me with contempt. Shrugging, I smiled back. Now together we moved to the farther end of the pond where we found some weeds and some wild flowers. I quickly grabbed one of them and threw it to santosh. Then it suddenly it came to my senses…. My uniform was all muddy now…. My mom would scold me even for a small dirt in my shirt…. Frowning I came out of the pond and shouted ‘’ it’s time lets go’’. Santosh looked at me displeased …. And then agreed to move on.

Quickly I gathered my things and started walking towards our home…. We walked in the streets as though we were kings…. Inspecting everything around us … as previously I had never gone alone in the main streets without elders…... my socks and shoes were soaked and it annoyed me… and then it struck me ’’ LOLLIPOP’’. My parents always denied when I asked for chocolates and it made me mad about chocolates. ‘’ you promised me that you would buy chocolates for me’’, I muttered to santosh.. He gave me a puzzled look and shoved his hands into his pocket and took out a 10 ps coin.

I gave him a stare and he replied with a naughty smile… I thumped him on the head angrily and he accepted it gleefully. Irritated I quickly moved ahead of him he strode past me ‘’ do you have money’’ he asked. I shrugged …. ‘’ probably not’’. I then searched my pockets to verify… there was a coin deep inside….. grinning widely I showed it to my friend. It was a 50 ps coin. It wasn’t a great amount but still worthy at this moment…… ‘the coin must have been the change when I went to the petty shop yesterday’… but it didn’t matter now as we hurried to the nearest shop. Santosh grabbed the coin from me and gave it to the shopkeeper and exclaimed ‘’ two lollipops’’. A first grade lollipop costs 1 rs but we didn’t look in that direction now… a third grade which was 25ps it had no wrapper but it didn’t matter to us. Then he shoved his 10 ps towards the shopkeeper demanding two soodamittai… (though many of you might not have heard about this chocolate….) It was the cheap and best for us.

It was getting late and we walked faster now. After a few quite minutes we were in front of the janikiram hotel. My home was about 5 mins away now…. We walked now slowly ..Discussing about a girl in our class and how she was so stupid and so studious…. I exclaimed,’’ girls are always like this da’’; santosh agreed nodding his head vigorously, licking the lollipop merrily. There was a left turn now and in the corner sat a dog, I was particularly afraid of dogs then. It seemed to stare at me, fear clutched me and my heart skipped a beat when santosh took a stone a threw on the dog. The dog got up barking … and that was enough for us… we ran feverishly not daring to turning back ….we scampered as though we were in a race. My lunch bag swayed erratically as I moved at greater speeds and with a tumble, my water bottle fell off… but I didn’t bother to pick it up and kept running before bumping myself to a cycle which was coming from the opposite direction. I fell down immediately , a trickle of blood came from my knee . few people came to my aid…. I wasn’t hurt much… I turned to check on the dog… it wasn’t to be found anywhere…. Apparently the dog hadn’t chased us at all.

Wearily I gathered my things and moved towards my home bidding tata to my friend…. My house was a few paces ahead and I walked closer when I noticed that our auto was standing outside our colony…. I quickly got inside and found my dad talking to our auto driver…. But at that age I didn’t know of the consequences that were about to come , I shouted a ‘’hi to my auto driver ‘’ and looked at my dad . he looked at me differently, like never before…. But I didn’t care after a busy evening….. I strode towards our verandah when my dad muttered ,’’ remove ur shoes and clean urself ’’. I put my bags around the corner and slowly looked down for my shoes….. then a terrible thing happened

There was only one shoe and the other leg had only socks on it….. I slowly raised my head, my dad looked at me and noticed my missing shoe…..’’ where is your shoe ‘’, my dad commanded … I shrugged… twisting my lips as though I were innocent….. he looked at me from top to bottom…. My shirt was full of mud… blood trickling from knee…. Water bottle missing …. And apparently my auto driver had told about my missing in the school.
My dad never beats me …. He never used to scold….. so I was pretty casual…. My dad looked at me as though I were a serial killer ‘’ where did you go’’ my dad barked. I started narrating eagerly as though I had undergone an expedition and then…………. ‘’DAMAAAL DUMIEL DAMAAAL…….’’ ……….’’ Ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu………''..
I learnt , ’’THERE IS A FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING’’.....

MORAL: Naanga apovey rowdya form aytomla…….

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

THE SUBTLE CHASE-- A short story

It was just another sunday , i had my breakfast and got into my bike ( a pulsar 220cc) and drove towards my friend's house and just when i was crossing caf'e coffee day i lost my senses for a second. There was a very very beautiful girl standing at the entrance, awestruck i applied brakes and stopped a few paces ahead and she too started walking in the same direction . I slowly turned my head looking for her and she saw me too. [background music : kangal irandal...] but she wasnt smiling . she gave a queer expression ,there were two chances one was that she was in some kind of trouble and the other was that she didnt like me, the later seemed more probable to me. So I waited for her to pass me and then may be proceed to my friend's house.

Then suddenly someone sat on my bike and the most unexpected thing happened , it was her. i couldnt stop smiling, gently i brought my hand towards her and said, ' Hi Im gokul anand' and she replied 'just go' .not expecting this kind of a reply i said 'may i know ur name'. and , she replied with a bang on my head ' just go, these guys are trying to kidnap me' . that was enough for me , I gave my bike a full throttle and we were moving at 100 km/hr and the thugs were actually moving faster shortening the gap between us. There was a signal ahead and I had to choose a path from three. to the right was gomathipuram an area where i seldom roamed and in straight was my school and in furthur mattuthavani bus stand, so i had to choose between a left and straight path. As i neared the signal , i suddenly remembered that it wasnt my bike that i was riding and i didnt even have a license.

There was a traffic police to the left and so I raced in towards the bus stand, the thugs were even closer now. In this tense situation , I forgot to realise a thing... she was clutching so hard to me that there was hardly any gap between us, i smiled to myself [background music: partha mudhal..] . Now the bad guys were almost on me when i was a few yards from the bus stand. i had to do something extra-ordinary now, thought for a moment and steered my bike towards my right in a sharp curve to enter the bus stand . i drove inside honking everyone out of my way nudging into small gaps where i can find them, there was an exit at the other end which obviously the goons didnt know. Taking sharp turns i raced towards the exit, turning back i noticed that they werent chasing anymore, excited i shouted ," dai naa madurakaranda".

In the process i failed to notice a stone slab in front of me and bumped right into it. we both fell off the bike and quickly getting myself up , i gently forced my hand towards her and she grasped my hand at once and we were scampering at a brisk pace towards a safer place. With the situation more calmer now , i slowly glanced towards her , she was more beautiful than i first saw her, with her free hair dancing in her shoulders and her sweat like droplets of diamond were dripping onto her cheek.

There was a small street ahead with uncompleted houses on both side and we entered into one of the houses and i asked her ' atleast now you can tell me who you are' she replied ' im swetha, daughter of anil ambani' shocked i gulped and listened to her. ' i was on my way to kanyakumari as a part of college tour along with my friends and while crossing madurai these guys started chasing me in the station and eventually i missed my train and the rest happened with u, i cant imagine what i would have done without you' and she hugged me and i slowly moved my arms around her and at the same time i heard footsteps and it happened to be the chasers ofcourse.. [ vada pochey!!!]

They stopped a foot ahead of us like they always do in movies and commanded to hand over her. i gently pushed her aside telling her ' i can handle this , just watch '. Atlast it was time for some action, i had to think of some strategy first,.... may be like vijay ' Ah there is no place for comedy here' and then thought of jackie chan and bruce lee ; ' i neither knew karate nor kungu' and then it suddenly striked ' wat about sherlock holmes' i had watched the movie twice recently and i knew exactly wat i needed to do. the procedure neither required great strengths or martial arts... and then i rehearsed myself in my mind the following....'first distract the target , then block his blind swing, counter with blow to his left cheek, dazed he will attempt a wild hit, employ elbow block.. a kick in the ribs and fracture left jaw. The result : jaw fractured , diaphragm haemorrhaging, three ribs fractured. Physical recovery: six weeks.' all was set there were three guys and one stepped forward and i thought to myself ' lets do this one by one, follow the steps carefully'. took out my hanky and threw it on his face , then distracted he attempted a blind swing [..... it was happening as i had planned] i quickly shoved my left hand blocking his swing and proceeded to hit his cheek when everything came to an abrupt end.. the other two guys caught me like a cockroach and the other guy kicked me on the ribs .... i fell a foot away wondering to myself ' its not a tamil movie afterall',gasping for air i stood up wearily when swetha came and said ' let me finish this ', unconscious i fell down.

A scream woke me up still mostly unconscious , i slowly opened my eyes .The scream was from one of the guys, Swetha stood in a karate pose with anger masking her beautiful face. even at this time i couldnt stop admiring her beautiful torso. Again i fell unconscious, when i woke up again i was kissing Swetha.. her soft lips brushed against mine with ease. she said ' i love you, i will never leave u until death' With the intention of kissing her again i moved forward when another set of thugs came.. now in larger numbers. i quickly grasped her hand and scampered across the street. [background music: sambho siva..].
i heard distant noices now that of a bomb about to explode ,.. the amplitude and frequency of the sound kept on increasing.. then i heard ' THUD THUD THUD' we ran for our lives now slowly both the noises combining , it was as though i was going to die . running with still her hands grasped i fell into a deep deep hollow... for a second i couldnt see anything and then three blades joined together at the centre was approaching me.there was some letter inscription on it. it said'C...........R..............O...............M...........P..............T.......O.........N. it was my fan and i was lying on the ground beside my bed and as for the bomb sound it was my clock beeping loudly.... and the thud thud was from the door. slowly i gathered myself and opened the door. AJ stood there 'you are late again its almost 8.30 am'. i regrouped myself , took my bucket and ran towards where i should for i had another agonizing day ahead in the class.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

REFLECTIONS

Staring into my eyes reflected in a pond with fishes so fishy
With stresses and frustrations drenching me
Searching for an answer deep inside the glassy water
Memories of childhood came swirling to me

I recall my childhood carefree and young
Full of life and full of fun
Running and playing as the day passed by
Warm beneath the blazing sun

Life was simple to this bold little child
The small world in his hands
Conquering challenges ,it was simple
With a child’s heart walking the lands

I stare at the reflection with the pond looking back
The eyes so tired on me
Where is that child my eyes don’t reveal?
The pond has no answer you see

This child’s in our heart pumping life into us
Creating the answers we ask why
For that precious child I must seek no more
For that precious child is still I


I wrote this poem a few weeks ago while returning from indore. this is my first poem like a real poem and though this poem doesnt reflect the real me, Its about how to go about ur problems in your day to day life. I would want to accept that the basic idea of 'solving ur problem like a child' was from an article i had read previously , i got inspired by it and wanted to pen down the idea like a poem. so the actual poem is my own creation. write ur comments as well...

regards
gokul

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

The Beginning

Hi friends.... i have been thinking for a long time about writing a blog. Though still im unclear with my ideas. I think its high time I start writing. Right from my childhood I have had a passion for writing, be it short stories or stupid poems. though my vocabulary and grammar might not be that strong but anyhow i want to pursue my passion. so please ignore any such grammatical errors or spelling mistakes. Please send in your feedbacks to me, that will certainly help me and satisfy ur needs as well. ill be back with few of my creations...

regards
goks